I want to come, I hope to come. The problem is my body is going through a lot more fatigue right now making it hard to know if I will have the energy to come. This is where the MS has totally pissed me off all these years. There is nothing worse to have a desire to do something or need to do something and the MS gets in the way and zaps me and says, "umm, I don't think so." Such a d~m battle ! I have to also remember that when I push the pedal to the floor in the midst of the increased fatigue, I pay a hefty price the next day or days and have trouble functioning. That said I will be there if the MS, that always looming cloud that determines what I do or do not do allows me. Bummer for sure!!!
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